Preparing.

When I started receiving acceptance letters from law schools, I felt relieved; but only for a second.  Thinking about crumbling legal profession job markets, the importance of rankings in my first year of law school, and all other tad bits of how-am-I-ever-going-to-survive-law-school concerns are burdening me to take on writing on my blog again.

After visiting us for little over a month, my sister and nephew will be leaving for Korea in five days.  After spending the last Sunday as one happy family, I’m left with a bittersweet feeling to let go of this day; more bitter than sweet.  Saying farewells are always difficult.  Although I have never been so worn off by babysitting my nephew who could potentially beat the energizer bunny in a drum roll competition, I’m going to miss him and my sister very much.  The burden of stepping into law school mixed with the feeling of emptiness that I would get after seeing them off to Korea would be like mixing Vodka with a little bit of Tobasco, pepper, and mayonnaise (they call it “The Tapeworm“).  Only thing that stops me from having a nervous breakdown is a firm belief that God will pull me through somehow.  I’m in need of a game plan and God has the perfect plan for me.

Unfortunately, as of right now, these words of Truth reside in my mind and not in my heart.  I’m going to need some alone time with the Lord.

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